Blessed are those who... have faith and did not see.

Why is it that I need a reminder that God is the great provider? Why does God have to do something so obvious (* or in resent cases- so many things) that it is unavoidable to recognize His grand provision before I can look to him for it? Why is it that God has to demonstrate His infinite love to me before I believe He loves me? Why is it that God has to basically preform a living miracle in my life before I begin to truly have faith in His power and Glory? Why must I be Thomas?

Just a thought

Have you ever just sat and said to yourself.. "how did I get here?" I am sick of asking that! It time for me to ask where I am going. I am going, I am living life, walking the path that God has layed out for me. I won't forget where I can from, recognizing that my past has made me who I am today, but I will not duel in where I've been. But inside look with reverence to what God has in store for my future.

For you who ask why.

Why? To me it seems so obvious that it is almost difficult to explain. Like trying to explain how to breathe. It is Italy... it's life... it's adventure... it's stepping out in faith, knowing that the only one I will have to lean on is God... it's life... it's never saying I always wanted to do that but never did... it's feeling free... it's taking a look at all you have and recognizing what truly matters... it's life... it's my future... it's accepting my past and moving forward, knowing that, no matter how good or bad it was, my past has built me up to who I am... it's life... it's a call... it's memories... it's faith... it's life... this is how I breathe.